What do you do when something isn't right, and your heart is filled with emotions you refuse to have. Only you know that you are not alright but yet you are the happiest in the outside. You want to feel heartless because you're tired of trying with people you thought would stay but when it comes it they flee away.
Tired of beginning a life long process with someone, to end up wishing you never started. When you are the one that's always left with feeling the most you eventually put yourself aside and forget that there's worst. Worst situations...like being in love and perhaps not being the victim that's loved in return.
When you wish you hadn't met these people for the sake of each other's time, but you realize it's too late to gain that back. So all that you do is Cherish the moments you had and live with the fact that those days weren't meant to last.